Update

So my boyfriend has been away on holiday for a week skiing with his dad and I've taken this as an opportunity to really step it up a notch. 1) Because he's not here to nag me to eat, tempt me with fat foods, sit around watching movies with me  encouraging me to be a couch potato etc and 2) Because I want to surprise him with how much thinner and nicer I look when he gets back. So I've really restricted this week, managed to keep up being vegetarian have mostly just had soup, quavers and low cal hot chocolate. I'm starting dance classes again next week which I'm really excited but kinda nervous about because I haven't done dance since I was skinny and it's daunting doing one of your "skinny things" with your new, fat body. But I need the exercise if I want to get rid of it. Beginning to feel the hunger properly now which feels oddly familiar and comforting. Can't wait to see some significant pounds drop on the scales. Hope everyone's doing ok and feel free to drop me a comment as this blog is new so I haven't got to know anyone on here yet :)